“Dance is like breathing to me”

Saswati Sen has long been recognised as the prima donna of Kathak in the country, performing for almost four decades now. The Sangeet Natak Akademi Award, an honour long overdue, has finally been bestowed on her. Sen in conversation with TWF correspondent Shoma A. Chatterji.

How do you define the term dance’?
Dance, for me, is an _expression of joy through stylised, disciplined movements. Basically, it is a happiness that lies within our hearts and our minds that finds _expression through physical and facial movements. When I perform on stage, I feel I have been elevated to the highest plane of happiness in the world. This feeling has evolved over the years. Till 15 years back, dance to me conveyed joy through the very experience of learning dance. Today, sharing what I have learnt with my disciples, communicating what I have created with my audience, and carrying the effect of this communication with me is the greatest thrill.

You belong to a family of doctors. So academics must have been important?
Yes, it was very important. I was conditioned into thinking that I would become a doctor when I grew up. Everyone from my father’s side, girl or boy, has been into medicine. My father’s elder brother Dr. Santosh Sen was the President’s personal physician. His wife Dr. Sita Sen was a noted gynaecologist. My father was a doctor. My upbringing within an ambience of pure academics made me take up medicine. I was a good student. I did one year of pre-medical studies and one year of medicine and then gave up. I could never have been a good doctor because I am terrified of blood. Then I went ahead and did my M.Sc. in Anthropology.

How did dance happen to you then?
It stemmed from my mother’s desire that I should not waste time doing nothing. Our house in Delhi was close to a class where Kathak was being taught. I joined the class and somehow began liking the lessons. My teacher before I arrived at Pandit-ji’s (Birju Maharaj) door in 1967 was Reba Vidyarthi. Rebaji was the disciple of Guruji’s father Achchan Maharaj. But I had never considered taking up dance as a vocation because it just did not occur to me.

It’s my life
Million Dollar Baby
Playing to the gallery
Banished Within and Without
Women’s story
Minstrels of the road
images of Fortitude
A life extraordinary
Challenges to change
Chasing a wild dream
Match-point
Voice of silence
Happy to be kicking
Steel magnolia
When magic realism meets activism
Challenges to change
“Dance is like breathing to me”
Making a mark
Sweet revenge
A supercop and a lady
Cat women
Courage under fire
Here comes Miss Marple!
Space Woman

When and how did the turning point come?
After my graduation, we went on a tour to the US in 1975 and that was the turning point of my life. We were only the three of us: Kumudini Lakhia-ji, Guruji and myself. We toured right across the US and did 33 performances over two months. We performed small solos and I felt proud of myself being in such august company. I did a duet with Maharajji with shivers running down my spine. I was so nervous! But I was thrilled by the sheer joy of performance. The Asiatic Society in the US sponsored the tour. However, I began harging for my performances almost 15 years after this. My father was strict about never accepting money for a dance performance. This is rooted in the rigid mindset of the Bengali intellectual who links dance to kotha performances, especially in relation to Kathak. He came to terms with this later on.

Leaving alone the fame and the awards, how has dance influenced you as a human being?
Of course, it has, in so many positive ways. I had never dreamt that dance would one day turn into my passion in life. Today, it’s like breathing to me. Dance has given me a much better understanding of life. My interpersonal relationships have become more lucid than they were before. I think dance has made it possible for me to communicate to my audience about a better understanding of life and of how it should be lived. I am not trying to be patronising when I say this. I am only saying that I could attempt to do the impossible only through dance.

Tell us something about your most challenging creation till date. The adaptation of Romeo and Juliet through the medium of Kathak?
I first saw a live ballet performance of Romeo and Juliet at the Carnegie Institute in the US in 1975. The impact was so moving that I actually wept like a child. Over the years, I forgot all about it. Then, when I began to visit the London branch of the Bharatiya Vidya Bhavan for my regular Kathak workshops, I had the opportunity to interact with tap dancers and flamenco dancers. At workshops at Vancouver University, I saw movements that were similar to Kathak. I had heard of King Lear and The Tempest having been done through Kathakali. Then later, I saw Romeo and Juliet at Covent Garden when my students there gifted me with a 35 pounds ticket to watch the play. I began to question myself, why not do this in Kathak? And so, Romeo and Juliet was born in Kathak ballet for the first time in the world.

What was the response like?
Maharaj-ji was not very responsive to the idea to begin with. I tried to convince him by saying, if we can study Shakespeare in Indian universities, why can’t we express his works through Indian classical dance? Shakespeare is universal and so is love, and so are romantic tragedies in drama, literature and poetry. I have created a lavish ambience in setting, lighting and music, to suit the period backdrop of the original work. The audience response has been amazing. We have already done 20 shows. There are around 70-80 dancers on stage. Sitara Devi refused to come to one of the eight shows in Mumbai because she does not care for such innovations in Kathak. But when I persuaded her to come, she came backstage after the performance and gave me a warm hug. I am working out the logistics of taking the ballet beyond Indian shores, especially in the land of Shakespeare around 2006-2007 with the Indian Council of Cultural Research.

You are into writing too, we hear?
Yes. I have been commissioned to write three books. One is called The Master through My Eyes on Maharaj-ji. The second is a ready reckoner on Kathak for the lay person called Kathak for You and Me commissioned by Popular Prakashan of Mumbai and the third one I have just begun is on the works of Maharaj-ji which will come out in Hindi though I am writing it in English. Time is at a premium but I owe it to my art, to Maharaj-ji and to myself to finish these works.

Of the many personas you have created for yourself within dance- performing, teaching and choreographing- which one do you like the most?
Teaching gives me the greatest pleasure. Ten years from now, I see myself teaching much more than performing and choreographing. Teaching helps me to introspect, retrospect and also gives me the scope to look back at myself again and again.

 

 

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